A day at A time. Paint A BluEsKy.
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Female, 32
 Malaysia
I wake in the morning each day learning to smile at the bluesky,
Sunshine and lovely flowers path my way.
With every storm on the way or rain in the day,
I learn to live up to that SMILE.
Cause I know someday,
It will do me good and make someone happy.
Most of all,
this will make me grow.
31.5.2009
Self Doubt Day
flipping through all the photos... questions popping up like mushroom,

? why i am the pretty gal in the pic
? why i don't feel the someone i love like the one in my dream
? why i am still seeking approval from my dad
? why i am not married
? i could have the mummy in the pic
? i could have go wild when i was 10 yrs younger.
? i could have been the meanest lady in the office 5yrs ago and climb that ladder
? i could have lose those weight that now in this moment i m not proud of

Can this be true, a moment i look like million dollar confident... now i feel i dun have anything, anyone, any dream.
25.5.2009
I never have enough
2months and i was all over the place.

I am glad to spend my 2 weeks in italy - a fresh breath of life into my routine. Spent some money, but i need it, need it badly for a dream since my childhood to tour Europe. :) i need to earn more to fulfill this dream, year and year again.

Then, a short trip to bali. rushed and humid, also, i like the plan and relax time to spend in Bali. The food is AWESOME, i dun think any euro country can beat asian food. Yea, i suffer on apitite, it all bread and bread in italy.

2 weeks ago, a business trip to Philippines. shopping heaven for me and the food was really good. I gain some weight in just a few days. Moreover, is business, i can afford not to walk all the time, just taxi.

My bf birthday, i spend some more... :( always hard to depart with my money.
anyway, Dad is leaving KL soon, i will lose a home! no where to go back to. came to think of it, my heart sink and cry.

My dream to build a home have to come soon, at least, i can keep my parents whenever they are back. How come Chee never realized why i bug about the future and a home. This is the 12 years, i am independantly by myself.
21.3.2009
fly away todAY.... away from LIFE for 2 weeks.
19.1.2009
1 week at work
I was 1 week off from work and now 1 week after back to work....
Last week, it felt it been a month. Yea, a month! work is piling up like mad... and i was so mad with the calendar beeping from my email outlook.

Been a tough week and not even putting Pa in the picture.
Did some retail therapy - 5 pairs of new shoes - black, cream, brown, more brown... white.
I am still looking for a new desktop, watch and mobile phone... sometimes, i wonder, why i have to be so shopaholic when i have a little more to spare.

Anything interesting? i can't remember.
Anything strange? i dunno
Anything boring ? Oh yea ---> it's WORK!
4.1.2009
Start : Routine
I am unsure how to change the routine at work, but surely I need to try out something else.
Tomorrow will be 1st day at work after the new year, and there are so much to do for a start. I need help and I need to hire.

I think i want to change my diet regime. Less carbo for the days to come.
I think about updating this more often and at the same time change to a new account something that i can post some pix for free. :)
I think about updating and keep a log of things at work.
I m thinking of cutting down with money spent on things and generosity amount to be fix.
Thinking about having my own place, a new house.

.... there are so much to think... i need a wish list.
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